But how could you believe me? After all the thousand times I've told you I love you, how could you let one word break your faith in me? I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn't want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept — as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you!
I felt like I was trapped in one of those terrifying nightmares, the one where you have to run, run till your lungs burst, but you can't make your body move fast enough. But this was no dream, and, unlike the nightmare, I wasn't running for my life; I was racing to save something infinitely more precious. My own life meant little to me today.
Alice, I’m alright, until I’m alone. And lately that’s all the time. Jacob’s gone. He’s hunting Victoria. And Charlie’s hunting Jacob. And you’re gone and so is Edward. And there’s just nothing now. But I realize where I have to go, what I have to do to see him again.